very long day.

Not too much to say about today. I was up at 5:15am, and I'm just getting home now. A very long 16+ hour day. It was a bit lonely, but that's not much of a change. I don't think I've ever gone so long without any non-work fun or interaction. But, I'm doing my best, and I'm keeping my head up.

All I really want right now is somebody to cuddle with. I remember in college, when I lived in the dorm, I always had one girl that would cuddle with me. I slept in so many random places back in those days. I used to appeal to women. Maybe I've lost my looks a bit, my charm perhaps. I don't know what it is. I just want some female companionship, some love.

This might be too much to ask, but I'm asking it anyway. But, I'm not complaining at the moment on here, so that's a step in the right direction. I want to share this life with somebody, and I feel like I'm running out of time... regardless of if I am or not. It just feels like it.

Oh well. Hopefully tomorrow will be a good day!