Tuesday, November 23, 2010

How excited am I? Quite.

Well, it would appear that I failed to post anything yesterday. It was a busy day, and I find myself still tired. However, I have nothing interesting to fill my time with, so I took to the blogosphere.

Yesterday, my grandmother got a dog! She's adorable, a mix, but mostly beagle. She named her Molly, and she's darling. She likes to lay on beds, she's very affectionate, and extremely cute. Here is a picture:

I feel that my grandmother is much happier, now that she has a canine companion again. I hope so, anyways. Unfortunately, it doesn't ail everything. She got ridiculously pissy at me about something really stupid. She went outside to do something, and I was watching South Park on my laptop, with my headphones on. She came back inside (understand, I didn't know she was outside), and then said "Well, I finished everything out there". I told her I didn't know she had went outside, and she obviously never asked for my assistance. However, she told me I was oblivious to the world, or something, and that there's no way I couldn't have heard her. Whatever, I just can't wait until I'm fucking out of here tomorrow. I'm planning on catching the train at 12:07. I would catch an earlier one, but we usually don't leave the house until about ten, and the train before the noon one is at 9:50 something. Judging by her mood, I'm not pushing my luck and asking if she would bring me then.

I just hate being in this situation. I have done nothing wrong, I have been nothing but a good person while I'm up here. I help out with whatever needs to be done, and yet I still get this thrown at me. I don't need that kind of shit. I just don't. I really need to figure out another arrangement. This just isn't going to fly. And I don't know if you've noticed, but I feel like I've been a bit less negative recently. I am in a much better emotional state, I don't find myself getting depressed and upset nightly anymore. And even right now, I'm not really depressed, but more angry and frustrated. I just need to find somewhere more suitable for me to live. I wish I had any options, but obviously I don't, or I wouldn't be here. I need to find a job while I'm home, and then hopefully I can stay at home. Anything is better than being trapped here.

I had a pretty nice day at work today. I ate Chinese food. I helped a few people. I just was in a pretty damn sweet mood today. It helped that the weather was really nice, and actually still is. I was under the impression that it was supposed to rain today, but I guess maybe that will happen later on tonight instead.

Nothing good to talk about. Well, maybe there is, but I'm a bit anxious at the moment, and am going to maybe take a short walk. I'll most likely be posting later tonight, or perhaps tomorrow on the train, thanks to my MiFi. That way, the train will be much more interesting, too! I can't wait to try this thing out in a place other than here.

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